Hey. Had to exorcise myself last night. I realized ever since that succubus came by here I haven't been right. I was depressed before, so I don't think that part's so much an effect as what drew her/them to me in the first place. But since then I've had bad insomnia, and haven't been able to focus; my mind's been muddled and stuck in an endless loop of self-loathing. It occurred to me that my inability to concentrate was something unnatural though, and I nailed it. I don't know if the succubus did something to me or if my negativity that night drew another demon to this place, but I prayed to the archs and to Naf to run out whatever it was plaguing me; or if it was all me, then to give me the strength of spirit to overcome it.

It became obvious that it was a spirit after that because no sooner'd I finished my prayers, my head started to hurt, my stomach got upset and chills ran up and down my spine. I'm still depressed, because I have reason to be, but the unnatural force feeding it and making me worse is gone now. Maybe now I can start to get back to normal; or normal for me anyway.