Self Exorcism
Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 9:49 AM
Hey. Had to exorcise myself last night. I realized ever since that succubus came by here I haven't been right. I was depressed before, so I don't think that part's so much an effect as what drew her/them to me in the first place. But since then I've had bad insomnia, and haven't been able to focus; my mind's been muddled and stuck in an endless loop of self-loathing. It occurred to me that my inability to concentrate was something unnatural though, and I nailed it. I don't know if the succubus did something to me or if my negativity that night drew another demon to this place, but I prayed to the archs and to Naf to run out whatever it was plaguing me; or if it was all me, then to give me the strength of spirit to overcome it.
It became obvious that it was a spirit after that because no sooner'd I finished my prayers, my head started to hurt, my stomach got upset and chills ran up and down my spine. I'm still depressed, because I have reason to be, but the unnatural force feeding it and making me worse is gone now. Maybe now I can start to get back to normal; or normal for me anyway.
- Mood:
Neutral - Reading: Golden Compass - Philip Pullman
- Playing: Chaos Wars, GTA IV, FFTA2
Devious Comments
Again, sorry for the works and thanks.
/LifeOfFantasy
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Anyway, just thought I'd give you the heads up that apparently that medium won't fly here. Heh, that stuff of mine'd been up for over a year, so it kinda surprised me.
tour mom bought me an early father's day gift. Wii.
A lot of fun. Amazing how sore your muscles can get playing.
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Ok, here's what you do. He sleeps. Sack. Bar of soap. Bing bang boom! Brain damage. Cornfield. Gun. Boom. Funeral.
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Have a good one!
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